Pink, sorry your last session didn't go well. It's so hard when you don't connect, especially after feeling the connection at other sessions and knowing how good it can be. When you reconnect, it is really going to be sweet, like coming home after a long absence. (Absence makes the heart grow fonder.) It'll be great when that happens. I hope it happens tomorrow!

(Note: I didn't really connect in my session yesterday either. That was after showing up for a Tuesday session and finding another guy there for the same time and T asking me if I could come back Wednesday instead, which did work for me. Anyway, not connecting profoundly last night was not the end of the world for me. I needed to ask T's advice on several issues and I accomplished that and got what I needed to know. Just didn't get what I am capable of feeling when I see him. Oddly enough, when I saw him for only 5 minutes the night before when he turned me away, I felt a very strong connection. It comes and goes--a mystery.)

Sorry for the digression. Seems a lot of us are not really connecting lately.