I don't know if this makes sense, but, we are having a revived inner struggle.

We want to be real, others want to be one way, and others want to be another way. Then there are others that want to be unnoticed and invisible but yet, others that crave the limelight. Then...

We are at the pushing and taking stage. All that proclaiming that we are in co-op is egg on our faces. We are in a tug of war.

Times like these makes me feel crazy! It's like I want to be all of it! It's such a messed up feeling. It's like who can assert the most control for the longest? A day? Everyone fronting and voicing their opinion as law till the next...?

I feel so on edge and stressed, all the others....I can feel their opinions on my neck and back cramping...