((((Yez))))

I really hope you don't mind me saying this - but to me it seems like you just got one step closer to creating that family. This realisation means you can now go to T with something concrete and measurable to work on. From the way you look after your little ones, you are clearly an excellent mother already - nothing like the mother you sadly had. Your T will help you find a way to comfort you, the way you do your littles, and I am 100% confident you will reach a stage where having children will be the natural next step for you.