It's been my experience that SI urges do reappear sometimes out of nowhere, after you've stopped. I haven't SI'd in 4.5 years, yet I sometimes get urges to. But I just notice the thought, go that's interesting, I wonder what's making me want to si now? I can usually find an underlying emotion that's making me uncomfortable for whatever reason. But as time goes on, it definitely gets easier to ignore the urge.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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