Okay, your Psychiatrist seems to be recommending you check yourself in, but what about the people around you? Even if they aren't outright commenting on your current personality and behaviour has their behaviour changed around you? Are they reacting at all to your mania and psychosis?

What is preventing you from checking yourself in? How would that impact your life? (ie. work, finances family, etc)

I have questions about your previous hospitalizations: how long were you a patient? did you discharge yourself? Were you stable on transition out? What kind of supports did you have in place on discharge? (ie. outpatient programs)