hey- just be really proud of yourself for being sober on a Friday night. That is a major achievement in itself. Like the "splat" too. Made me laugh though- when my eldest was an infant she was given a toy green frog- one of those 'beanie' type ones and I named it 'splat'- the way that it lies on it's tummy with it's arms and legs splayed it looks like it has gone 'splat'! Just a 'visual' ref to how you may be feeling! Hope it brings a smile to you . Keep up the good work and enjoy your rats...