there are these commercials..for this drug. i think its xenocal. anyway, it rejects fat. its obviously presciption meds and you need your BMI checked etc etc to get it but it triggered me so bad..

i wanted to put on alot of weight to get it because i find it alot easier to drop the weight when im a bigger size than when im..well how i am now. so i would put on weight to get this drug, and then lose that weight myself and then use the drug when it starts getting hard to lose anymore.

I HAD THIS PLAN I MY HEAD BEFORE THE COMMERCIAL WAS EVEN FINISHED.

and now im feeling even crapper than before.