i feel a higher intellectual ability right now but its showing through as delusional beliefs. which i refuse to believe are delusional - but just in case - i said psychosis. if it is.

i really believe the government is wanting me. wanting me to come and hurt me for many reasons. because of my race. because of my intellectual abilities. they could have me on their side. if they really wanted to. i could work for them. but instead they want to hurt me.
a census bereau came out to my house the other day. wondering if i work and all this. etc wondering about me and my family. i must protect them.

i also think random citizens want me dead. because of my views on life and living. i feel paranoid.

plus other things but they arent as big as these ^^^.