i dont know if this is the right place for this..

i know what its like to worry about someone alot. care about them and the rest of it..

but, when you're the one being cared for..i feel like such a burden. more than a burden. besides not being able to open up, if i ever do talk to someone about any problems, i feel intense guilt immediately afterwards. i hate thinking that people are worried or whatever. and the stupid and backward thing is that-I DONT believe anyone is worried. i honestly dont believe that anyone gives a %#@&#!. the moment i see that they might, i push away because i DONT WANT TO BE A BURDEN.

i mean, i just spoke to someone on msn. STUPID! i said to much. waaaay too much. things i never wanted to say. ESPECIALLY to this person who has their own problems. i immediately joked about it and changed the subject.

i hesistate so much to post anything here. i think ive complained..once(?) on support chat here. i felt horrible immediately and now i ony go there to bury my own problems and help others.

i just wanted to know..sorry i dont know if this is an innapropriate question..do you ever think that the person you're caring for feels like a burden? or can anyone relate to me?

sorry again if innapropriate..