Big, BIG,
BIG news. I cleaned the entire apt., did all the laundry, finished multiple small projects that had built up and - most astounding of all - went through, organized, and FILED, 95% of my personal paperwork/mail that's been building up for 2+ years. Furthermore, followed-through on Monday making phone calls about several things that required some more attention beyond just opening it and putting it in a file. Pulled a couple of really, really, really long days (the upside of insomnia) but....there you go.
I feel so free.

It's the word that came to my mind when I thought about all I'd done. So
free. I
never used to live like I have been for the past several years. Oh! that reminds me of the another thing I realized I'm feeling: like how I used to be. More on top of things, more...God, I'm afraid to even use the word!...starts with an "m"...has a "v" in it and ends with an "-ed".
Could the 40mg of Fetzima be a factor? I think so.