It is unfortunate that you did not continue your treatment with the Blue Dream... that strain is super easy to grow, and yields a lot of medicine for nearly a quarter of the cost that it costs to eat the pills the establishment wants to feed you.

I recommend running a diary for a year on cannabis, especially Blue Dream, and running a diary on the poison of the APA... see what is more beneficial to you.

For me personally, the Zyprexa, Trazodone, and Prozac were not helping me for-

sleep
eating
functioning through work while DEPRESSED
my paranoid delusions
my thirst for alcohol
anxiety
relationship stresses
work related relationships and balance
and the list goes on and on....

Cannabis, on the other hand, has not only staved many of these above stressers off, cannabis has allowed me to continue on the work force without having to gon on disability.

Conversely, while I was medicated on the three above mentioned meds- Zyprexa, Prozac and Trazodone, I was about to be fired for the tenth time because my work performance was suffering.

Guess what I was working as? A case worker for the homeless and mentally ill!! Haaaa.... the irony is so thick you could reconstruct the Empire State Building with all of the refuse.

My point is this- you never know where life will take you, but guess what?!? The stigma of mental illness is a curse that you must deal with the rest of your life once you are "diagnosed".

Now, if I want to "self-medicate" with weed, I am a "dual diagnosis" mentally ill drug abuser.

If I am not a mentally ill person that smokes weed, I am simply a "hippy".

I say to hell with the APA... it is outdated, corrupt by BIG PHARMA, and needs a revamp like no other industry in the nation.

This is only the beginning of my rant here, so bare with me... or ban me. I will never use foul language, but I will ALWAYS speak my mind, and my mind is MESSED UP lol.