Hi,
I've been researching on the Internet for a long time because I have been feeling guilty about loads of things I have done in the past and I recently stumbled across a forum on OCD and I feel like I may have this disorder because I keep having feelings of guilt about things I may have done to others.
For example I am terrified I may have made someone feel violated, maybe if I touched a guys arm when I was flirting with him or even in just a platonic way. Or if I grinded on my friends and they didn't actually like it or if I gave my friend a peck and they didn't like it. Just really silly young college stuff but now I've been reading on consent and touching and I'm worried I have violated boundaries and it's making me feel awful especially if I touched a guys arm when they didn't want me to! I just didn't even think about asking and I shouldn't do it now
Please help am I a bad person?!?!
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