I slept really good last night, yay me! Went in for OT today, just a few hours. Miss my hubby, he's been working a lot. Still on and off struggling with accepting that I am going to have to be on APs for the rest of my life. The thought that I experienced psychosis is a struggle for me. I just don't understand why I am having trouble accepting this? I think part of it is being scared it's going to happen again is what is really bothering, it was terrifying for me. I thought someone was on the roof dragging furniture around. Now I find myself dismissing it and thinking it had to have been thunder I was hearing, but I know I heard those sounds the next day at work and no one around me was acting like they were hearing anything. Just ranting out loud, it could have been so much worse, and I think that is what I'm afraid of because I'm under a ton of work stress right now. Hope everyone is doing well.