Truthfuly gabriel, It don't bother me that you where and are somewhat that way. As long as you know how to control yourself is all that really matters and don't let it control you. What type of horrible things are you speaking of? Your not that specific. I think that we all have a little bit of evil inside us but we have to be the ones that knows what to much and not to act out on them feelings. Did you toreture animal or anything else? Because that i hurd is something killers do when there young. I just wanna know are you really better or did you just learn how to not asked out on things??. If you feel uncomfortably talking about this thats ok. You can always PM me if you want ok. I hope them feeling go away over time and you heal inside.