I'm sorry it's been so difficult and intense for you, lunatic soul. I do agree that ripping something away can change things permanently. I dread dealing with my situation because I know my therapist well enough to be 99% sure that he has made up his mind that he didn't do anything wrong and doesn't think this should be a huge traumatic deal, but it is, and I don't know if he realizes the seriousness of it. I'm afraid his ego will get in the way of hearing me out, or he'll be too defensive to consider that maybe he could have handled it better. I'm making myself insane thinking of these things when I haven't even had a session since it all blew up but I'm scared to see him and still might not go. I don't know. I miss my family member and I miss the hugs already and don't really want to wake up tomorrow.