Honey bear....you have to look around and find something to live for...maybe you have a family member that you are really close to maybe its your pet. We all get labels....I mean it's the brain who could say for sure that its one thing or the other. It's not like there is a blood test to let us know that it exactly one thing. If all else fails...if you can't live for you (and I know how hard that is sometimes) do it for us...we would really hate not to have you in our community.
I hope you feel better soon honey bear.