well i decided not to take it any more. i would rather be anxious than deal with being tired and weak. i personally think that drugs that mess around with my seratonin are BAD news for me. i read that this drug does that. my klonopin doesn't, which is why i am able to take it. i don't like its side effects either, but they are more tolerable. ugh. i really should dump the pdoc. i hate going to see him. he's thought of something else to push on me now i'm sure. i'm not interested. there has to be another way. i got a tai chi tape from the library, and that is soooo much better than meditation.