I agree with most people that have responded to this post. I have abused alcohol in the past when I was on pills or did not having pills at that moment. Since I got clean, I drank one glass of wine and I was just fine. I didn't run and go the liquor store to buy a fifth of whiskey (my old fav, lol) I actually got a slight headache from the glass of Chardonnay and didn't enjoy it at all. Going into my getting clean, I thought I would never be able to take a sip of any alcohol but I think that as long as I can be strong enough to do it in moderation ( like the normies do! Lol) and only do it once in awhile, I think I will be okay. I definitely don't feel that way towards any of the pharms and hard stuff that I I abused. I know that no matter what, I cannot misuse any substance with the intentions of getting "slap ****ed up" (as me and my recovering addict father say) haha. I just can't let anything make me not in control of my mind, body, and emotions. If I ever felt that a beer or a glass of wine was leading me in a bad spot, I wouldn't do it, ever. And a lot of people do feel that bc addicts are "All or Nothing" personalities , we shouldn't do it at all .
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
"All that you touch and all that you see, is all that your life will ever be" -Pink Floyd
Last edited by notz; Oct 13, 2015 at 11:48 PM.
Reason: editing profanity
|