I'm new here, I'm 33 and my wife pushed me into this because our relationship is in the gutter and I struggle to even find anything positive anymore.
I live in rural Canada, where the local doctors can barely spell PTSD let alone recognize it.
I am ex-British Army, Infantry. I served 7 years and 2 tours of duty in Afghanistan (2008 & 2010).
My wife tells me I changed after the last one, and I agree, I don't think anyone could go through that and not change. It's only recently my whole life feels like it's falling apart, and I'm struggling to find a reason to care. I don't know what I need from my wife, and I feel emotionally numb.
I guess I'm just looking for someone who can relate.

Thanks

T