Congratulations on finding contentment. I admit I am still in the grieving of losing my past self. I still look back on my 'fall' with resentment. I wonder if part of this has been the coinciding loss of a social network. Had my family not brought me home to be close to them, not torn me away from my supportive circle of friends, would I be having an easier time of coping? Would having at least part of my former life make it easier to accept the loss of the rest?