Let us get real. I'm here to make things happen. We can sit around and wish this or that all week long doing nothing about it, I'm here to make it happen. True I can be a cold fish, but that's the trade off....nothing's funny at the moment.

We're seperated from our partner but live in the same house (it takes both of our income to get by), the place is a shambles, the body's gained too much weight, we need more work action, things needs fixin, shall I go on?

Can we find a balance between "outs" and "ins"? It doesn't seem like it. No ones motivated like I am, I get the job done, and it looks like a lot of work from here on.

So with that being said, we are now taking care of business. I'm the leader now. It's not like I'm not in total control because I can feel the others fighting to get out, but it has to be this way. The others do their job and we'll be all right. What ever happens happens. We will see!