Feeling pretty jittery this morning. I should feel better. We finally found someone to explain all the Medicare stuff and set up a policy for my husband, but I still have doubts about whether we did the right thing. Everything is so complicated and that is a trigger for me. I just wish I could be sure we are making the right choices.

Too, my friend is feeling better and wants to start back to work. I'm anxious and am not looking forward to starting back. I don't know why I like what we create. It's just anxiety. Like she wanted to start back today but didn't call me until 10 and I hadn't had a shower yet and didn't want to start that late considering it would take me half an hour to drive to her place.

As you can see, I'm all over the place today. I decided to stay home and wash clothes and start fresh tomorrow. I just hope the anxiety is less tomorrow.