Thanks to The Underground!

A mirror narcissist, is basically a narcissist born out of being a supplier to a narcissist. So, I have all the properties, just not the charisma, power and confidence of a proper narcissist.

It's very complex. I have this low self-esteem, but I have a huge ego. I feel I am important enough (and needed enough even) to have a huge, unmatched impact on someone's life (I mean that in the positive sense), one which only I can bring about. Yet, I feel I am not worthy of being part of someone's life, I'm not good enough. The latter part plays out and the former part remains only a dream.