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....one night journaling,after a night of sh, I concluded that I didnt have an inner child,I didnt have one cause I killed her to shut her up. How sad is that.

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Oh Dreamrunner my heart is breaking for you though I can so relate to your words. I want to hug you to death and tell you the truth ... that you have a child within as we all do ... that you are a beautiful child, precious, special, etc.... I want to rent a billboard with the message "Dreamrunner you are, among many wondrous things, also a beautiful child!"
It has been so damn tough for me to learn that but so important. ((((((((DREAMRUNNER)))))))))