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I want to so badly! I also have an urge to run! Just run away and disappear from this life. I think I'm PMSing, but I get this way when I'm not, too! I don't want to hurt myself or others, I just want to not have to take all the mess and constantly be judged in my life by those who are afraid of me for no reason other than a label.
I'm a teacher and my admins know my disease. My coworkers know, too, and they don't know how to deal with me. I don't need to be dealt with! I just want to live my life as a "normal" person!
Sorry I'm ranting, but f#%<~{ bipolar!
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Kimber
Dx- Bipolar 1, General Anxiety
Meds: 800 seroquel, 300 lamictal, 20 prozac, 150 wellbutrin, 600mg x3 Gabapentin, Synthroid, (Crestor, Tricor, and Metformin to counteract it all.)
"It's ok to not know all the answers. It's better to admit our ignorance than to believe answers that might be wrong. Pretending to know everything closes the door to finding out what's really out there."
--Neil Degrasee-Tyson
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