I didn't put that symbol on those posts . I guess a moderator did . I accept that . Just trying to have the best day i can . One foot in front of the other until maybe I will feel better one day . Yes some days the fog lifts a little . I am hoping I will come out of this . I keep saying no to depression but it is hard . I can only hope time heals all . I talk frankly to friends but I know they can't fix me only I can .