I have problems with reliving the experiences from my childhood in my dreams. Sometimes it is dealing with events and situations that are current and other times it is reliving situations from then. But in all of them I end up cowering, scared, and definetly helpless. Kind of like changing the background picture but they all have the same story. Mine have been bad the last few nights so I understand. I take prozasin and propranolol with a sleeping med to help but sometimes it bleeds thru. Thats when we let our guard down I guess.