Awful night last night, because i told my BF/ex that he can't stay until the end of the month, and his reaction was awful. He said some awful things, and was aggressive and a little scary. I think i'm right to make him leave. He broke up with me abruptly, and it's my apartment which he only moved in with me a few months ago. I said he can stay one week. He apologized after, and then sent apology texts and texted lots of pics of our cats to me through the day while i was working. He's out now, but should be back any time, and i honestly don't know what to expect. He's very confusing, and narcissistic.

I saw my pdoc today, and it went well. She wasn't as pushy about meds as i expected. I didn't want saphris, so she gave me an Rx for seroquel, and said i only have to take it if my mood goes off again. So just to have the Rx in case. She was supportive about all this stuff, and said he doesn't seem well, which i agree.

So i'm feeling ok right now, but don't know about the rest of the evening.