I have a hard time when my t is happy with me. Whether she's happy about a breakthrough or something small like telling her what emotion I'm feeling. I usually just brush it off and make sure we continue rather than dwell on the happiness because, like you, I still feel like I'm falling apart inside and her happy reactions make me feel awkward.
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