****warning this is a rant****

It's been a month now and my sick note officially ends 22nd October. They told me I have to do a "back to work interview ". I know I'm not getting fired, but at the back of my head I keep having the fear of being fired for being off sick. But I have been off Sick for a month and a bit before and never had a work interview. It's making me very worried.

I still don't feel ready to come back yet but I need the money now. I'm isolated because I don't have the money to travel and see my friends apart from one. My parents won't let me spend anymore money now. I'm not manic but I have spent a lot of money just to travel to see my friend.

My phone is off to be repaired so I'm using an old phone and I can't call people on it. I hate being stuck in the house and I hate the feeling of just wanting to stay in bed all day.

Sorry for the rant. But I needed to get something off my chest.