I have tried explaining what you just wrote to my mother until I am blue in the face. She always says "I don't know why you would want to take that stuff and be a junkie" ummm I damn sure never set out to be a junkie in life. I wanted to be a wife, a mother, I was in college for psychology. I have suffered from severe anxiety and depression my entire life, therefore it would only be natural for me to become addicted to benzos and opiates. Because I wanted to escape feelings and be numb. Everyone has a drug of choice. They're all hard to stop.

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