Thanks so much, your words are strong. They are so true. I have never dealth with these issues and they are hitting me hard right now. My t said when some issue come up in life, all of the rest seem to hit as well. Which can make it more difficult cause we have to accept all of the emotions at once. I did not take any laxatives. I did go out today and bought a whack of them. I am not sure why but I have not taken any. I felt better just buying them. May sound odd but its real for me.

I am going out for a while tonight. Just going to the bar to listen to music. My friend that I have not seen in a while is coming too. Don't worry, I won't get stupid with alcohol. I don't think this body could handle that. Besides, I am on these pain killers, I am sure that combination would not go so well together. But its good, because I won't sit there and not drink anything. I will have at least some pop. I am not big on pop but something is good, right?? I need to get out. With the kids gone I need to keep busy. So being out will bring my spirits up. And another thought too is I don't want to take a bunch of laxatives then go out to the bar. LOLOL. Wouldn't I be a gem. HEHE. Not likely. So this is also good, cause I won't take any. he is cute.

Have an awesome day all of you.

Justy