I'm always stepping backwards. Always. Actually, being the center of attention is the last thing I want, but I'm a hardworker and it's very frustating to know how much I lose for this. I think it's completely understandable that this happens, I don't even know why I'm ranting.

You're right. I think I kind of see it as rejection because my sister is in the same program I am and she's well related. She tells me everyone compares us from time to time and I've seen it happening before too. She's part of this group I mentioned (what explains why I went there). This teacher has seen me and directed the word to me a couple of times, twice in an very intrusive way. So when she didn't know who I was even knowing my sister...