Am 30+ i am transgender also gender fluid well the body is 30+
we are all sort of ages
We have been struggling with this for a very long time
we came out about us being transgender to my family they all are ok about apart from the mother that calls it an illness but other than that am fine with her
me and the sister where abuse at a very young age by friends of my mother
my mother was on drugs and we are unsure of her involvement in the abuse
the sister been diagnosed with DDNOS i just come out to my Therapist about being multiple she was surpized but didnt ask any thing so we are unsure if she believes us we have to talk to our psych as well as our dr
We have kept this hidden from most people
the nieces and nephew have kept it quite
We have some who are male some female and some who dont know what they are
One of us is the host s(he) is gender fluid for the last 10 years her/his husband has known about the DID and is very understanding
we are having problems finding male like clothes because the body is obese
and the body has a deeper curve in her/his back
we cant afford much as we are on benefits if we get clothes from online and they dont fit we have to pay for returning them and sometimes we have no money
thought we would say hi
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