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Originally Posted by jman197
I just don't understand why everything that happens to me happens. I have no way of getting a job in my hometown and I don't have the money to move or the desire to move. I have a horrible past and I just don't give a crap anymore. How is it selfish to want to save others the hurt of dealing with me? Who says its a bad thing if its the only way out? When everyone knows you're just a lost cause, and they act like you aren't to keep you around. When all you do is lie and hide and fake your way through life. Why shouldn't I research and try to find ideas? Why shouldn't I write my note and plan it out? Why shouldn't I try?
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Well, I said so! It's not a good idea, it's not the only way and if I had to guess I would suspect that you already know this in your heart of hearts. I believe what you really want, need and deserve is for someone to reach out to you and tell you your life means something to them, and that you have value. So here it is! There is NO ONE here at PC who will tell you this is a good idea! Every single one of us are pulling for you! If you don't have someone close to you who will tell you you're important to them, WE WILL. I don't know what all you're going through right now, but please let us help you get through it! Talk it out here, ok? You must have joined this site for support and understanding so please let us provide that to you. Will you??