I'm sorry you're going through hard times jman. Believe it or not the hurt of losing you would be greater than the hurt of dealing with you. And it may seem like the only way out, but ultimately it's a selfing act, as well as a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I would say the biggest reason you shouldn't try is because you might succeed, and then you'll never know what life has in store-- and I guarantee you it's better than you have now. So keep reaching out for help, call a suicide hotline if you need to, be safe, and be gentle with yourself.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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