thats what I mean. this clinic i goto is just like a money mill. i take whatever appt they give me. i always have to end up having to go in the middle of the afternoon on an odd day. it changes all the time. its the same with therapy and my therapist is out A LOT. theyve canceled on me a few times before. then i go 2-3 weeks without seeing the therapist.

i really wish i could get off meds...but thats not happening anytime soon.