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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
It sounds like you're in the process of grieving your former T. So it will probably take a little time. As Jane mentioned, it's probably mourning your mom, too. Try to stick with current T for a bit more. Tell her what you're experiencing. Maybe even e-mail her, since she allows that. It will probably just take some time.
Is it possible that, because of the stuff with your mom and previous T, you don't feel like you deserve all the attention and caring from current T? Just a thought...
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Someone else mentioned this to me. It's strange because I'm fairly confident and secure and haven't felt like I needed others. So, I'm not sure that I feel I don't "deserve" it. I can't figure it out. Every time she does something sweet, I think about how ex T didn't do it and cry. I emailed her that it's hard for me right now because she's so different than ex T.
I also emailed her that I'm tired of thinking of ex-T all the time. I want her out of my head. I ran into her at Walmart this afternoon and just said hi. As much as I want to see her, I didn't even stop to talk.