I had Roux-en-Y Gastric Bypass surgery in 2011 and I sometimes regret it...I am now deeply in trouble with my eating disorder, mainly Anorexia, and I lost the very control I was trying to take back. It's not 100% intentional, but when I do think about food I get nauseous remembering how large I was. My family is scared for me, but I can't control this much, if at all, anymore. I wish I could help you, but I'm sort of in the same boat. I took it too far, so far I can't see past my reflection in the mirror. The reflection I am told is grossly distorted.