<font color="#000088">The Adult Sex site thing is really not a good idea! Please, for your own safety, don't do that! We care about you here, and don't want to see anything really bad happen to you, and the men on those site's can get violent with you, and maybe even worse. I really would reconsider that decision, it could very well cost you your life! Not just sex, or a little harm done, there are very dangerous men on those sites, please be aware of that! I know you are hurting, and you seem to just continue the self-harm so badly, it scares me! I don't want to see anything bad happen to you, worse than what you're already doing. You're not a bad person, you're just a person who is suffering inside, and your trying to kill the pain inside. But PLEASE be careful, slow down, before you end up killing yourself. I say this because I feel your pain, and I care, and I don't want you to lose this internal battle with yourself!
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