Darling T,

I told you about them. You didn't flinch, you kindly looked at me making sure our eyes were locked and told me you know they are there and I should talk about them, I need to let them out, that I can tell you the scary stuff in my head, that it's okay. You didn't change. You were still the same loving woman you were prior. You didn't ship me away. You didn't send me out. In fact, you wanted me to stay with you. You want me to come be with you. Those thoughts are still there (the visions, too) but you're still there and you said you're committed to me and we'll just keep going one day at a time. I wish I could tell you that damn "L" word - but it means too much to me now, and it's scary to say. See you in a few hours again. I already miss you.

EM