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Originally Posted by Sunset-L
I just have to face the fact that I'm a failure in life.. I'm now 48 years old and still haven't accomplished anything in life, never have, never will.. I'm going to destroyed all of my past belongings, my yearbooks, photos, anything that's from the past that caused me a lot of pain, misery and years of mistreatment which most of my life has been.. All I want to do now is look foward to be dead until I'm lucky that I'll develop a deadly illness, be killed or I have enough courage to end my life! In the meantime I'm very bitter hostile and cold hearted because I totally hate my life and this world is a rotten place to be in which nobody gives a F!!! 
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Oh I get what you're saying. Every single word of it. It's not a pretty place to be.
I'm 43, and have nothing to show for it...
I have looked myself on the mirror many times and told myself I'm nothing but a failure, a loser. It hurts deep into the soul.
Admiting it to myself does cut deeper into the heart than hearing it from someone else, that's all I can say.
But hey, maybe we'll all hit the jackpot one of these days. Who knows.
You know your life sucks when the lottery is your only hope. Well, it's my only hope at the moment.
