Try talking to your mum again. Let her know that you are really struggling and need some support. In away she is trying to protect you but in another way she might not realize just how bad you really do feel.
I'm glad too that you found this forum. I would say seeing the doctor is a good idea . I don't know if your mum would know that you went to the doctors but I doubt she would no the reasons of your visit.
I wish you the best of luck.

Hugs

Sophie

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