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Old Oct 16, 2015, 01:01 PM
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here I will post mine even though it is in super rough form !! This is just sort of an outline I'd say we should keep our songs to like 8 mins max ?? Throw idea's at me if you'd like These will be separated into slides I may cut some I may add some this is just my idea in the making.

I'm going to use the song Wolf by First Aid Kit

Every couple hours or less my mood changes with dbt I am learning how to cope with these sudden changes in mood I often have suicidal thoughts and suicide attempts because this world is not equipped for someone with bpd every day life is a struggle to keep up with people who do not have or understand my mental illness
I have extremely unstable relationships with human beings, I lack regular friendships and usually stay away from people because of my lack of regualting my emotions
my mental illness is not guaranteed to be cured but you can try to reduce some symptoms by going to dbt therapy and taking medicationI dropped out of high school before my 16th birthday, I got in many physical and verbal altercations in school with teachers and students, At 15 I was secretly diagnosed with borderline personality disorder but I was told it was bipolar disorder and bpd was never spoken of again until I was 27 years old
I haven't worked in 5 months I do not know when I will be able to get back to work but I will be in therapy for at least 4 years until I may cure some of my symptoms preventing me from being an acceptable employee
Since I have not worked I do not make an income, my mother and boyfriend support me financially even though they struggle with their own financial lives, I feel horrible about that and wish I could take care of myself right now but I am going to therapy to learn how to take care of myself

I have been denied for food stamps and temporary disability insurance, for over 2 years now, in the past 2 years I have made about $12,000, It is a fact people with bpd have interrupted education; sudden shifts in vocational aspirations; recurrent job losses, but my illness is not seen as a disability
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I have BPD or Autism or both, we may never know, the focus is always the symptoms, not the diagnosis

Last edited by ThunderGoddess; Oct 16, 2015 at 01:54 PM.