Yes different for every person. Still don't know what 'me' as a 'finished product' will look like.
*Will they still be there and we'll just work together consistently?
*Will they be completely gone and I'll be even more lonely?
*Will I even know they were there in the first place and will this all seem like a dream?
*Will there be full integration?
*Will I just know more?
*Will I wake up tomorrow and all of this will have been a nightmare?