I have been diagnosed with depression, my therapist recommended I consider taking anti depressants. I told her I'd think about it.
I'll try to use that as a conversation starter if she mentions it again.
She believes it's depression due to some traumatic events that happened six or so months ago, but to me that doesn't explain my mood swings and other symptoms..

Thank you very much for the advice!
I don't know why it's so difficult for me to talk to her about it..