My son is 1 year old. I use to be happy with my weight. No extra anywhere. Since I've had my son I've felt ugly and fat and just not happy. My husband says he loves my body now. But I weighed 105lb. And now I'm 124lb. I don't feel sexy. Everything I put on its just not sexy. I have stretch marks also.

And I have found out my husband is watching porn, looking at other women online and I've asked him to stop. He says he won't do it again but he hasn't stop. That just makes me wanna cry and makes me feel like I'm not that girl he really wants. I feel like I have to compete with these so called "perfect" bodies, and pretty faces. I love him dearly but I feel so depressed about my body and him doing this behind my back is just the cherry on top.

Anyone else having this problem?