No he’s assured me he’s willing to work with me for as long as I need. Its just my brain screwing things up I guess. Im in this cycle of the thought of leaving is really painful which makes me want to just cut my loses and run right now instead of getting more attached but that would be really painful. I feel like I screwed up somewhere and let him get to close and I can’t run like I normally would. Relationships trigger me and I start having more problems the closer I am to someone. Like T canceling or missing a session early on didn’t bother me at all but now if that happens its intolerable.