Today was an exhausting day. For some reason I'm going like 11 times to the bathroom to pee and that exploded my anxiety about diabetes, because yesterday was my mother birthday and ate 1 an half piece of pie with coffe at 5 and one piece of cake at dinner. Very anxious and then calm and then anxious and I'm anxious that it's only when I fear for my health that I do this changes and lost weight and wake up at 6 and when I feel better I will come back to pasta and cola and I want to change... feeling a little better now. did exercise and took a pill of ativan. Gonna watch a movie, see ya.