i've always been anxious. i like control. i like stuff to be structured and predictable. i don't like to feel helpless or not know what is going to happen. but i just obess about being sick all the time. i am afraid to eat dinner now. i just read a thread on here about comfort food and it made me so sad because i wish food comforted me. it scares me and makes me life hell because i want to eat, but i rarely have an appetite and when i do i am scared to eat a lot because feeling full frightens me as well.